{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Friday, February 29, 2008

3 days..

8:30 AM

All American Rejects - Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

When everything is wrong, we move along
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Right back what is wrong
We move along

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3 days

i feel like an idiot already.

if you don't know what i mean. don't bother asking.

cos i'll probably get mad. i think. -.-

sweet and sour. that's the exact taste of hope. you know?
and that's why i'm losing sleep...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

5:43 PM

Simple Plan - Save You

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

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special day
but yet
i don't know why
i'm feeling like this

till now
i don't know why
i keep doing these things
to hear you say 'thank you'
or to see you smile(if you do)

being so far away
i don't know if there's anything
that i can do
to make that smile of yours stay

but i will try...
and keep trying...

Happy Birthday.

Friday, February 22, 2008

9:48 PM

i knew i'd miss you...

i just didn't know i'd miss you this much.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

3:58 PM

Simple Plan - Take my hand

Hey Hey
Hey Hey

Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem
Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them
I know that people say we're never going to make it
But I know we're going to get through this
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment
Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement
If they could see us they would tell us that we're crazy
But I know they just don't understand
(Close your eyes and please don't let me go)
Don't, Don't, Don't, Don't let me go now
(Close your eyes don't let me let you go)
Don't, Don't, Don't

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Hey Hey
Hey Hey

The raindrops
The tears keep falling
I see your face and it keeps me going
If I get lost your light's going to guide me
And I know that you can take me home
You can take me home

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We could find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die (Love will never die)
Take my hand tonight
One last time

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worst day ever.

maths test in the morning, first period. i suppose i knew most of the stuff i had to, but then again, i now have 11 friggin marks gone down the drain. max mark's now 59. pray... ><

rest of the day was boring as usual, last period was english.

took back english test.
79.5/100. f man.

don't tell me i did well. it ain't about whether the score is good or not.
i could have done better. better as in like. 90++. F.

yes yes, and that alone was enough to kill my mood for the day. stupid.

when it comes to something like that, you realise that what you feel doesn't matter at all. and inevitably, you start to see the true human nature.

yea, he has a car. right. car. big deal.
like i give a shit.

i.am.not.in.the.mood
dot.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

3:56 PM

Simple Plan - I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

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i can wait forever... =/

i think.

another boring day in perth has passed. not as in literally passed, but just that i'm home unusually early. ha.

boring lessons as usual.

long live chicken pesto! haha. ownzx.

lets see. didn't really do much. sent tiff home, had a glass of mango juice.

and...

WENT HOME! (here i am) =.=

right. that's seriously all i did today.

hope ur enjoying urself out there alright? =/
i miss you!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

6:43 PM

Blog blog..

Holy shit man. Life in perth is like sooooo friggin boring. ha.

had a school tour to UWA. seriously, the tour was like... walk in the park? as in like. LITERALLY. so yea. it's like. " hi ppl welcome to UWA. This building here is blah blah. That building there is blah blah. This is the UWA student guild. And it goes on and on and on. "

i'm surprised i actually survived that trip and made it back to school.
bought my graphics calculator. 169 bucks. this sucks.

and i skipped maths class =/
was like sleeping in the library. si hua(fellow singaporean) was doing some bio thingy. so i slept. close eyes* ........... open eyes* -- 1 hour passed.

that was FAST man. i swear i din even get to like... SLEEP.
what the.

si hua went for english, and i went to some nearby cafe and had food that will own the school's canteen food. AT FIFTY CENTS EXTRA!

after school, went to currie.... almost got killed by faiz there, though i shan't tell you how. in fact he almost killed 4 ppl. =/ haha.

dinner at nando's, chicken steak. then went over to tiffany's place to drink some herbal chicken soup. soup was damn good.

and damn hot. like the hot that burns your tongue. ouch.

and finally...

I AM HOME!

cheers =D

to phyllis,
have fun at your camp tmr! take care, dun hurt yourself!
LOL, as quoted by keith. (Lots of love)

Monday, February 18, 2008

7:03 PM

what the freaking hell is wrong with you?

i PRETEND not to pick up your call?

oh PUH-LEASE luh....
zzzzzzzz.

This is the most screwed up thing i've ever seen in my entire. friggin. LIFE.
Hell.

Life sucks.
`Bird.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

7:47 PM

i wander around in circles
wondering if i'll ever get out.
sometimes i tell myself,
that i'm doing all these for a good cause
but then again,
there always comes a time
where i look in the mirror

and wonder...

if i'm actually making a right choice

sometimes i wish
that i could be with you all the time
just being there
to ensure that the smile on your face
will never fade with time
but that is just a dream
that i may never ever achieve

so now...

i tell myself
no matter what happens
i'd keep going on
till that day when you finally see
that you meant everything to me.

*i swear that the "bored-ness" in this country is killing me. and if this goes on. i'm gonna emo myself to death soon.

4:42 PM

my insides all turn to ash / so slow
and blew away as i collapsed / so cold
a black wind took them away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night

and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing...

i used to be my own protection / but not now
cause my path has lost direction / somehow
a black wind took you away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night

and the clouds above grew closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing...

so now you're gone
and i was wrong
i never knew what it was like
to be alone

on a valentine's day.

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sometimes i wish life wasn't so screwed up.

but things never change.

i try, i try to do everything i can

but it turns out to be all in vain.

all that i did for you, i still don't know why

but it wasn't to hear you say "thanks for....."

it was for me to know that you'd be smiling for at least that little while...

and for you to know that there was someone out there thinking of you

but then again, reality often hits you harder than you expect
the hopes i held shattered to the words you said

"i don't have any feelings for you."

and all that's left for me to do now

is to pick up all the little pieces scattered

and piece them together again

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the card you sent to me

it's always with me

going where i go, and constantly reminding me of you.

i don't know how long it will take, but 1 thing i'm sure of

is that...

that i'll keep on trying.
no matter what it takes.

*now as i look back. i don't regret this path that i've chosen.
because it was this path, that led me to you.
and no matter what happens, i'll always be there when you need me.
and will be giving you my full support, silently, from wherever i am.
as i pick up the little pieces of my shattered dreams,
i'll know that i'm doing it...
... for you. <3>