i wander around in circles
wondering if i'll ever get out.
sometimes i tell myself,
that i'm doing all these for a good cause
but then again,
there always comes a time
where i look in the mirror
and wonder...
if i'm actually making a right choice
sometimes i wish
that i could be with you all the time
just being there
to ensure that the smile on your face
will never fade with time
but that is just a dream
that i may never ever achieve
so now...
i tell myself
no matter what happens
i'd keep going on
till that day when you finally see
that you meant everything to me.
*i swear that the "bored-ness" in this country is killing me. and if this goes on. i'm gonna emo myself to death soon.