my insides all turn to ash / so slow
and blew away as i collapsed / so cold
a black wind took them away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night
and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing...
i used to be my own protection / but not now
cause my path has lost direction / somehow
a black wind took you away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night
and the clouds above grew closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing...
so now you're gone
and i was wrong
i never knew what it was like
to be alone
on a valentine's day.
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sometimes i wish life wasn't so screwed up.
but things never change.
i try, i try to do everything i can
but it turns out to be all in vain.
all that i did for you, i still don't know why
but it wasn't to hear you say "thanks for....."
it was for me to know that you'd be smiling for at least that little while...
and for you to know that there was someone out there thinking of you
but then again, reality often hits you harder than you expect
the hopes i held shattered to the words you said
"i don't have any feelings for you."
and all that's left for me to do now
is to pick up all the little pieces scattered
and piece them together again
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the card you sent to me
it's always with me
going where i go, and constantly reminding me of you.
i don't know how long it will take, but 1 thing i'm sure of
is that...
that i'll keep on trying.
no matter what it takes.
*now as i look back. i don't regret this path that i've chosen.
because it was this path, that led me to you.
and no matter what happens, i'll always be there when you need me.
and will be giving you my full support, silently, from wherever i am.
as i pick up the little pieces of my shattered dreams,
i'll know that i'm doing it...
... for you. <3>