Late November 2007.
That's where it all started.
Christmas, Valentine's, your birthday. i didn't miss either of them.
It didn't really matter anyway, i already knew where it was going.
I, escaped.
Maybe through luck, maybe through fate.
I found someone who appreciated me for who i am.
But then again, happiness does not last long.
Rather than hurting those around you, it's better to let go...
Some tell me i did it because of you.
I really don't know, and i'm tired of trying to figure it out.
Whatever the reason was, i shall just leave it as a question mark.
Every little thing, everything i did.
It doesn't matter.
I thought by doing so, i could make a change.
But it seems it was all for nothing.
Whatever i could have done, i already did.
Whether it was appreciated or not, i don't want to know either.
But when i ask myself, i guess it's a no.
Don't ask me why, and don't judge me.
Humans are like that.
I'm never, ever gonna be used like that again.
Say i'm being unreasonable, say whatever you want.
That's how it feels.
You've held me here, unmoving for long enough, it's about time i guess.
Time to go.....
Well i guess i do owe you an apology though, guess there are promises that are meant to be kept. Problem is, i had no reason to be keeping them. But then again, a promise is a promise.
Sorry.
I'm walking. This time, i mean it.
Wilson
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