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Wilson-
Full Name, Tan Weixin Wilson
NINETEEN OMG
1 MORE YEAR TO ORD.
There isn't anything much to know about me either.
Lets just say, i'm easygoing and feel free to talk to me here or on MSN (:
Add me if you want @ nightelf_rulez@hotmail.com

loves .

someone , obviously

likes .

Slacking
Blackshot
Making friends
SUBWAY

hates .

Spammers
Pretenders
Damn cold weather
Having no internet. Lmao.
VEGETABLES!

wishes .

UWA!
New Laptop (:
ORD
BETTER INTERNET

whispery .




past .

November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
August 2010

escapes .

Fee, Keith, Kaye, Ilina, Mei, Cheryl, Sheryl, SMS, Michelle, Liyun, Junmin, Regine, Deborah, Kathryn, BP, Sandy, Winny, Shiming, Hweeying, Xuan, Alson, YongSheng, TingXu, YeaN, Irean, Yingying,

thanks .

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Brushes: 08 07 09 10 11
Fonts: 12

Saturday, May 9, 2009
This is goodbye.
7:48 PM

To all you GunZ ppl who have been with me at one point or another. Especially those who have  stood up for me during my prime, thank you.

Sadly to say, i'm probably never going back down that way again.

Guess i'll still play, but there won't be that same bond anymore. 

Oh well, life's like that.

Cya peeps.




A little too not over you.
2:23 AM

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..


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Hey, so be it man. You people can judge me, just don't say it to my face till you prove that you're better k?

And i thought people nowadays would have more brains.

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As for you, expect to get back what's rightfully yours, cos if i say i'm returning it, count on it.
Other than that, have a good life.

the only reason i don't bother to explain, is coz' everyone has developed their own opinion of things.
when that's the case, explaining only makes me look retarded, so yeah. i bother not.
hate me, curse me, whatever. just go ahead. you wouldn't know anyway, so act as you see fit.
bye.

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To blog proper.

Woots. I'm done with most of the crap BMT can throw at me. And yeap, only thing that's left is to..

GET.

MY. 

GOLD.

Like wtf. I actually missed gold by 30 secs.
Full points but no gold award. Fucking. Annoying. Shit.


IPPT on Monday.

mygoldwillcome. roar.


Following that, 1 month to POP.
Will say my goodbyes to Tekong soon.
Maybe.. or maybe not.


To all Platoon 4 people, train hard (: ~


Wilson.





Sunday, May 3, 2009
whatthehell?
10:07 AM

Look, it's 3 days just like that. 

Today is book-in day.

FUCK?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.


Friday, May 1, 2009
11:12 AM

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me

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Sheesh, i've said this before and i'll say it again.

All you fucks out there have no right to judge me. Unless you've been through what i have.

Have. A. Good. Day. Bye